the beginning...

Tickets and insurance purchased. It is getting REAL...one month and counting...

For the first time in 14 years, an overseas journey sings in my blood. My last adventure abroad was in France for a year. So many lifetimes ago. Goddess, all that has been...

Who will I be this incarnation? How is she different than the 21 year old I was then? What has shifted? Who is this Kris?

I am looking forward to my time with Rahaysa and the Advait Tantra School. It is all on Divine trust, and faith in the energy I feel from my metaphysical senses. I have seen the results with others, I have heard Spirit...the journey is in its own unfolding.

For more information, check out some of these articles: http://mindchaotica.com/wp/author/rahasyaa/

"Tantra". What is this thing called "Tantra"? There are so many different ways of trying to describe it. I have never formally studied it. Mysticism, Sacred Sexuality, Kink...sure...but this thing called Tantra? Not formally. Some books here and there. From the philosophical filter I aspire to live a life of Tantra...it has been a Journey in the Fire.

feeling uncertain, and in inquiry...



My Intentions:
healing the wilds within my Self
healing my Sexuality and Sensuality
healing my emotional body
exploring and healing my pain body
becoming more integrated

Connecting and playing with global Community.
Dancing with resonate Souls.

Deepening my personal understanding of Self
Maturing
Expanding my understanding of the world

I feel excited and vulnerable. Who am I to do this? Spirit has spoken so strongly...there is no questioning...where else would I be?

Joy and fear...

Who am I to write these pages here? Who will read them? Why would anyone care?

I step into the realm of naked Self Acceptance. of this reality. of the raw, real and true. No more illusions, I mean to get into the Heart of the moment. With what IS alive, no matter what flavor...now...

This will be a safe space to share. Tears and Laughter are welcome here. Messy human silliness...mental masturbation, erotic gymnastics...whatever is called for.

one small step at a time. I accept and welcome all parts of myself.
in Love, all ways.