Sunday, March 30, 2014

Patroness of Healing and Truth...the wilds within.



"She just wants the truth in all its glory, harsh and uncompromising, beautiful and nourishing, a lightening bolt that shakes us awake or a soft light that gently draws us from our sleep. Whatever its nature in the moment, Black Moon Lilith honours truth as a living force in the universe, her very life force.

And she honours the truth about truth: that yours may not be mine; that a belief is not a truth; that truth exists in layers, and as we penetrate through them what was our truth yesterday may be nothing but fantasy tomorrow. She knows the darkest depths of the labyrinth of truth, its twists and turns, births and deaths, the blood shed in its name; the arrogance of proclaiming the truth to another as if ours must surely be theirs."

"As guardian of our truths she is also keeper of our darkest secrets, our most shameful moments, our deepest regrets. She looks within us with eyes open wide to the nature of the human condition. She cannot be shocked or appalled, disgusted or repulsed. She’s seen it all, and more. There’s nothing she doesn’t already know. As such she is a wonderful companion on this journey of awakening, for no matter what we may have to face within ourselves, she will be there with us, cackling at the seriousness with which we take ourselves, showing us the quickest path to liberation, if we’ve got the guts to take it!" by Sarah Varcas

Thank you Goddess for holding me. Thank you for your Gifts and Blessings. Thank you for sharing your vision with these eyes, gifts with these hands, and Love with this Heart.

Namaste.


Saturday, March 29, 2014

the beginning...

Tickets and insurance purchased. It is getting REAL...one month and counting...

For the first time in 14 years, an overseas journey sings in my blood. My last adventure abroad was in France for a year. So many lifetimes ago. Goddess, all that has been...

Who will I be this incarnation?
How is she different than the 21 year old I was then? What has shifted? Who is this Kris?

I am looking forward to my time with Rahaysa and the Advait Tantra School. It is all on Divine trust, and faith in the energy I feel from my metaphysical senses. I have seen the results with others, I have heard Spirit...the journey is in its own unfolding.

For more information, check out some of these articles: http://mindchaotica.com/wp/author/rahasyaa/

"Tantra". What is this thing called "Tantra"? There are so many different ways of trying to describe it. I have never formally studied it. Mysticism, Sacred Sexuality, Kink...sure...but this thing called Tantra? Not formally. Some books here and there. From the philosophical filter I aspire to live a life of Tantra...it has been a Journey in the Fire.

feeling uncertain, and in inquiry...



My Intentions:
healing the wilds within my Self
healing my Sexuality and Sensuality
healing my emotional body
exploring and healing my pain body
becoming more integrated

Connecting and playing with global Community.
Dancing with resonate Souls.

Deepening my personal understanding of Self
Maturing
Expanding my understanding of the world

I feel excited and vulnerable. Who am I to do this? Spirit has spoken so strongly...there is no questioning...where else would I be?

Joy and fear...

Who am I to write these pages here? Who will read them? Why would anyone care?

I step into the realm of naked Self Acceptance. of this reality. of the raw, real and true. No more illusions, I mean to get into the Heart of the moment. With what IS alive, no matter what flavor...now...

This will be a safe space to share. Tears and Laughter are welcome here. Messy human silliness...mental masturbation, erotic gymnastics...whatever is called for.

one small step at a time. I accept and welcome all parts of myself.
in Love, all ways.